Friendster Blog June 2006

Just stumbled upon this again.... hehehe. It's interesting. I totally remember it tho. hehe. was tough to get through, but with God's help, i did. Forgave the people i had to forgive too. :D That was a long time ago na. :P

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Something a freind told me

Today, my problem was there again.  Right in front of my face.  My problem isn't what it used to be.  It used to be about me, and what was going on with me. But now, it's about ... some else. the other person.  It's not that complicated actually, it's just frusterating.  It was kinda messing with me, but i didn't think about it.  I did my best not to think about it.  Of course i couldn't pretend like it wasn't there. 

Anyway, during praise and worship, i remembered something a friend texted me when i was feeling bad.  She said, "Just keep everything focused on God, Matt.  I'm sure the complications won't seen that complicated anymore.  I'm doing the same for me. :) Good night. :)"  Focusing on God. Just changing my focus changes a lot.  I know that God has a reason that He lets everything happen.  Maybe He's teaching me a lesson through this problem.  Maybe He's teaching the other people involved a lesson too.  this person tells me this a lot.  Tells me to focus on God.  It's always a good reminder. 

Someone at camp told me during the bonfire, "Just pray about it, cause there's nothing else you can really do."  I know that that is the expected answer, but he is right.  I need to pray about it.  Pray that it won't mess me up, pray that it won't mess the other person up, and pray that it will all work out in the end. 

But we are talking about focus here.  By doing this, i am still focusing on the problem.  It's hard not to.  I just need to remember that not everything should be about this.  It should be about God. My life should be all about God, and what he wants for me.

I've been thinking about all the band practice and missions team work i've been doing lately.  It's al for Him.  All for God.  That's why i do it, even though i'm tired.  Even though i don't wanna practice anymore or tutor anymore. God gave me all these talents, and it's only right that i give it back to Him.

To the people who texted me and told me those things up there, thanks.  You guys know who you are.  Thank you so much for being there.  i know we don't talk much, but you mean a lot to me as friends.  Hope we can bond more in the future. :D  I thank God for blessings like you.

June 04, 2006 | Permalink

Solved my first rubik's cube today

4:08 :D yey! hahahaha

Maow taught me how to do it last night. the end part is confusing to me pa :P

EDIT: 3:06

i dont know what to feel right now

I feel good. but i dont know if i should feel good... does that make sense?

Really?

It doesnt to me either. hahaha

I miss my friends a lot. even if i just saw them, i miss them all na.


My spiritual life needs a lot of fixing up. I need to LISTEN to God more. talking is not a problem...listening is. :\ I wish my life were all about God again. God and fellowship with other christians. o well. this isnt heaven. it cant be perfect. will never be perfect.


I wanna...have fun again. I hope tomorrow will be fun. I really hope so.

What else? I wish i had more money. :)) So shallow diba? I wanna buy toys. :P Spectacular Spiderman, G.I Joe, WWE, Robo Spien, Robo Spien 2, Dark Knight. :)) sorry. i wanna just enjoy life again. :P

oh no

im getting that feeling again. That feeling that i get late at night. the one that ...makes me not be able to sleep.

O_o

sad sad sad....but still happy? maybe. i think so naman.

Grimace on the loose

again...watched it with no sound, but the dance looks so wrong! =))

Dancing Grimace

Just saw this video :)) Havent watched it with sound yet cuz im not at home, but ...yeah....go Grimace! :))

At school

Just finished a filipino quiz. It was..ok...hahaha. At least its done.

ummm, prelims are coming up so im a bit nervous for that. But, i guess i'll be fine too.

Most people went to watch Dark Knight. I've seen it twice na so i dont want to watch it again. The rest have pre english so i just went up here to my mom's office to use the internet. hehehe. She's not here pa.

anyway, i had a super fun weekend. Starting on friday. Went to watch the dark knight in Imax with Jeff, Sean, Liam, Tito Dan, Mark, Micah, Maow, Yuna, Gabe, and Dan. It's AMZING in imax! Seriously. And then the next day i watched it with maow, liam, andie, and jairah. So much fun again. :D Links was ok...got to hang out with people. Sunday was good too. Went to 9am ygroups, which i havent done in FOREVER. not kidding. got to talk with Nix and Didi (seperately). Met a missionary too with the missions team :D super fun weekend. I love church.

:)

so now im killing time muna. I dont have to do HW cuz i dont know what to do for it pa. Yey! :P

Chatted with people on YM and stuff. haaaaay. I want to go to heaven. Not die. Just go to heaven. Cuz it's cool there. No schoool. Just praise God and Fellowship forever and ever. Too fun. :))

Listening to daphne loves derby. Not cuz im emo. I just like their songs. It's relaxing. "If i had a second chance, i'd live my life waiting to death." Awwww. I can relate. :P hahaha

I have PE later. Then i have GReG then i get to go home. study study. YM YM. Maybe wrestle with maow a bit. Hahaha. I made his lip bleed two nights ago cuz i was ground and pounding him...like in UFC....not for real ofcourse. But one shot accidentally connected. :)) He's ok naman. He got a chance to beat me up too anyway. I didn't get hit for real tho. hahaha.

"tomorrow's mine, but im still alone, im still alone, im still alone, im still alone, im still alone, without you." awwwww again :)) Go daphne. :P

ok. That's it for now i guess. Can't wait to see everyone in church again. :)

-Matt

Half way done

Im half way done with my paper! Wooohooo! And then i have to edit pa and add the reaction part. but that's ok.i think i can really finish it by today :) and then i'll be happy again. :P Yey!

Im going out in a bit so it means i get to take a break from HW. Going to do Missions Team stuffs. :P Go MT.

And then...got to talk with nix today. It was good. I really miss her :D I feel like we only see each other like 10 minutes every other week. but yeah, we got to talk today. :)

So anyway, yeah. i gtg.

I wish i could blog more...but i realized i dont have anything else to say (that i can write here) :P :))

So, maybe tonight i'll blog better when i finish my paper. Maybe i'll think of something more to write.




-Matt V.1.

No more time to blog

so so sad. college has taken up all my time. haaaaaaaaay.

did the wrong reading. can;t stay at church too long tomorrow now cuz i have to read the right thing. sucks talaga. But its God's will. Maybe he wanted me to read the wrong thing for some reason. :))

=))

Church was fun today. I love church. not so much school. but church i do love.

Dinner at the food court...talking with najee...watching dark knight with andie jai maow and liam. so cool. and yeah

:D smile nalang. makes me happy to smile. makes me forget all the work i have to do. I like laughing too. and jumping. jumping is fun.

haaaaaaaaaaay :(

Cryme Tyme Cena

CTC! Cryme Tyme Cena! Woooohooo!

Studying with John Morrison

Yeah...was bored...and studying :))

CM Punk Wallpapers i made

New WHC. Punk Wins! Punk Wins! Punk Wins! :D

Tagged by Racky

RULES :

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.  
 
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1. If you're jailed, who's the only person you'd call?

My mom

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?

Then...i will at least enjoy the fact that SOMEONE ACTUALLY LIKES ME!!!

3. What's the first thing you take note of in a person?

ummmmm if the person is shy or not...that and clothes. and hair. that's not one na :P

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

Nopes.

5. What's your ideal lover like?

Christian. Loves God. Loves me. Simple. Not Show-off-y :D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?

Being loved. Cuz i can love anyone i want. Not so easy to get people to love you back :P

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?

i'll wait. Untill either she breaks my heart or my feelings stop.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Move on or wait... what else is there to do? :))

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

a bit.

10. What do you want most in life?

To do what God wants me to do. And to enjoy doing it. :)

11. Is being tagged fun?

Yes. make you feel special :D

12. Random thought?

Yey??? Big For-Ranger? :))

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?

hmmmm...It's hard to choose eh. Besides my bros, Nix.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A responsible person =D Can litterally laugh to death if she wants to :))

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

-- married and poor. God will provide :D

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?

talk to her? so that she'll know me.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?

Why not? If you're not willing to give your all in a relationship, you're probably not serious about it. As long as giving your all doesnt mean...you know...breaking God's rules ;)

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one you love more :P Or the one who loves you more. leaning more toward the second answer.

19. What type of friends do you like?

The kind i can be myself around. People who can be sabaw but also serious at the right times. People who are willing to listen and also share their own problems :)

20. If the person who tagged you was a dog, and he/she followed you home, would you ask your mom if you could keep him/her?

A laughing dog? That looks korean but is not....hmmm...sige na. I could use a dog :P hahaha Joke Lang Racky!

I TAGGED:

Nix, Jeff, Najee, Tiara, James, Jel, Jamie, Ariel

James playing his own instrument

in the food court :D

Friggin' Big For-Ranger!!!!

:)) :P He was big :P

bloooooooooog

I'ev been wanting to blog for a long time.

But i dont know what to say.

Hahahaha

I love GCF. :P i miss gcf so much during the weekdays now. haha. Not to say i dont like my classmates, its just, its not gcf. :P

What else...hehehe...i can't really talk about it. basta. more <3 confusions. :)) dunno for now.

I got to play with mamalujo this weekend. well...it was kinda mamalujo. :P But yeah. It was a lotta fun :D I liked the line up. hehe. guitar-wise anyway. :P

So yeah. Homework tomorrow.

and then. yeah. happy sad. sad happpy. Well not really sad. more happy.:D

a lot more happy :P

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Just came in the mail today

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