praying praying praying :)

GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!! xD

at least i still have 2 friends who care about me...

Dusk and Summer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEO5rAcwlvc

she smiled in a big way, the way a girl like that smiles
when the world is hers and she held your eyes
out in the breezeway down by the shore in the lazy summer
and she pulled you in, and she bit your lip, and she made you hers
she looked deep into you as you lay together quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer

but you've already lost (x3)
when you only had barely enough to hang on

and she combed your hair, and she kissed your teeth
and she made you better than you'd been before
she told you bad things you wished you could change in the lazy summer
and she told you, laughing down to her core, so she would not cry as she lay in your lap
she said "nobody here can live forever, quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer"

but you've already lost(x3)
when you only had barely enough to hang on

she said, "no one is alone the way you are alone"
and you held her looser than you would have if you ever could have known
some things tie your life together, slender threads and things to treasure
days like that should last and last and last

but you've already lost(x3)
when you only had barely enough of her to 
hang on, hang on, hang on, hang on 

sembreak?

Well first id like to start out by saying ive been wanting to blog for a long time. Since sem break started :P but yeah. Here i am blogging on the last day of sembreak.

Been an awesome sembreak. for real. UCF and WWE overnight with strong luigi and liam. Greg overnight SvR2009 till morning! Party at Daniel's. FF overnight. random date with people (najee, sean, kat, june, ...anyone i miss?)  Basta, super bonding and stuff :D

Ministry week is coming up. in ...2 days? hmmm...its really hard to get focused for this one. I don't know why im so easily distracted now. sucks. And i need to learn how to be less open. ..i dont know how. i dont know how to do a lot of things. like...GYH :P right? im ready...expect the best but prepare for the worst is what i always say...but in this case im expecting the worst and preparing for the worst. See? i got off topic again....FOCUS. hayyy....need to do my devos

Honestly, i dont see a good end to any of this right now. bahala si lord cuz i cant do anything about it. haaaay, God, pls tell me you know what you are doing to me.

"I am fairly agile

I can bend and not break 
Or I can break and take it with a smile 
And I am so resilient 
I recover quickly 
I'll convince you soon that I am fine "

"You called to say you wanted out.

Well, I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you've got to fold
before you're found out.
Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself."

"I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same 
Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame 
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said 
“Love is like a role that we play.” 

"If it is born in flames then we should let it burn
Burn as brightly as we can
And if it's gotta end then let it end in flames
Let it burn all the way down, all the way down

And if this is ever meant to end, then I hope it ends where it began
So hot with love, we burned our hands
If this is ever meant to end, then I hope it ends where it began
So hot with love, it burns our hands"

Best sem break. But now its time to get back to the real world. here we go.

you're different...

secondhand serenade music trip! ay....why am i affected? :))