After Camp Reunion :)

ummmm...i actually just realized now that i learned a lot at the camp reunion.  You're probably thinking, "really? i dont even remember the message" well....to be honest...i dont either. :)) So did i learn? :P

Ok, i learned how to do ladder lettering! =))

jk

ok, ummmm, after kuya mike gave the message on love...there was like a break up groups time. and then one of the questions was like "What is the center of your focus, and what can you do to make God your focus" I know that's not the wording of the sentence but it was something like that. But anyway, yeah...i focus myself too much on other people. too much. I kinda avoided some people during the reunion cuz yeah...i did. :p and then i sobrang enjoyed hanging out with people that i dont normally hang out/talk with. like dan, jasper, arrow, andie. :) bt anyway, back on the topic, ummmmm, im having issues with other people. kinda a lot. a lot of issues and a lot of people. And i just realized na that im not focusing on God and trusting Him to handle it.

im also trying so hard to protect my friends, and i forgot that God is protecting them too. its not all on me to solve their problems, no matter how hard i want to solve it for them, i cant always help and i dont always make the right choices. But God does. He knows what's best and He can always help becuase He's all powerful.

As in i just realized that now. That im really too focused on other people. That's why it's 11:15 and i havent gone to church yet. i dont want to see certain people im having issues with. But then...love...yeah...i suck at that. I can only love the people i want to love. suuuuucks. its really hard to love people sometimes. But i have to. For God. not because i want to love them, but because i love God and He wants me to love them.

I dunno what to do now. :)) Yeah.

"just live your life with God inside, you wont regret one moment of it. And give all that you can for God" Very true, but not that easy to do. But im working on it. Give all that i can for God. And when i say im working on it, it means that just now i decided to work on it. :P :)) Maaaaaaaaaaaatt namaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Your focuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus!

aryt. :)