packing at gcf....thursday...with nix

so today we packed again. well...not really. today is thursday. ni texted me in the morning that she was at church at 11am so i headed over. slightly wrong motives :\

i hung out with her a lot today. i wanna write down the things we talked about that i can remember. why? cuz i dont want to forget it. She told me one crazy thing she would like to do is swim in a pool of jello. :D cute :D We talked about how when we are young things that arent a big deal are a big deal to us. she told me that tami cried cuz she wanted stickers but her mom told her they are using the money to donate for the relief goods :P heh...childhood troubles :P ummm what else pa. she told me she brought one of my letters to school. one where i told her that in the future we are gonna take our kids (not meaning that me and her have kids of our own but that would work for me too :P :)) ) to disneyland when we both have families. her classmate who read it cried cuz she said it was so touching :P

Me and nix packaged rice together. we walked to the far 711 just so we could walk together. didnt buy anything :P took pics in ortigas park heehee...in the lobby...at one time...she lay down in my lap :> wow.

everything today with her was awesome. except one thing. she borrowed my phone once. then she didnt want me to see what she was doing. she was typing. at first i thought that maybe she was gonna leave me a message in my drafts. sweet huh? :P nooo...i think she used my phone to text robin. :(

She answered my question na tho. why she likes robin. i think she felt uncomfortable telling me tho. she told me to turn around while she talked. we sat back to back lang. nothing she said surprised me tho. it was the usual. he's smart, he doesnt judge her, he makes her feel good...that could be me couldnt it? I hope so. i hope that i can win after the 3 month. i can! i can win. i can. if i believe it hard enough i can.

so thats it for now. wiiii...im in love but im paranoid. the usuals. matt...this blog is just for you. keep straight edge bro.