How to fix it?

I always want to fix things, but when i see you, i hate everything. your laugh, your smile, your jokes, hate it all. And i keep on thinking of that thing that i want to post here but i know i shouldn't. crap. I hate it when our eyes meet and you give me that oh so awkward "out of the corner of your eye" nervous look. It's true, the closer a friend is, the deeper they can hurt you. so totally we're not friends na? i guess so. Bahala ka na sa buhay mo gurl. Basta we're both happy.