Stupid dream...

Sometimes you have a dream that you've lost something. Or sometimes it's more than one thing. Then when you wake up, you realize the dream was right, and you've really lost it. :(

I dont know if i can get it back... dang it.

Why cant things stay the same forever? why do they have to get worse? Why do people grow farther apart?  Why does time separate people?

Enjoy what you have while you still have it. Tomorrow it may not be there anymore.

 

Today is the first time in my life i woke up saying, "Dang it! Matt, why are you so stupid..."

Those things are gone. I might get some back. I might not.

God, You know what's up. Help me to focus on You because you are supposed to be all that matters so me. But for some reason You're not everything i want right now. And i know that's soooooo wrong of me. Help me to see you even in the quiet things of life.  You are here in the stillness.  Maybe You are using these things to make me realize that You are more important. Maybe You are right. No! You ARE RIGHT! You always are.  And I'm just gonna give this situation up to You because you know better than me... Lord, You are more important then my friends and my ministry. Help me to not focus on them or miss them because i have You and You are everything. Even though i dont feel it right now, i know You are still everything i need. and i want to feel it again. I want You again. And i know everything will fall into place after. Help me to love You the way i used to...