The next stage of life

When i became head of the missions team, i realized what the next stage in life is gonna be like.  When responsibilities matter more.  When messing up won't just result in a low grade or an angry parent.  Things are really starting to matter. Things are really going to matter. Being an adult, everything you do or dont do will matter.

I'll be in college next year. And yeah i'm scared about it. Why? Two reasons. First is that i've never been to regular school in my whole life. Only home school. So i dont really know what it's like.  Second is that i dont know what course i want to take.  And i know it's an important decision to make.

But let's back up for a second. Before college. I have this ACT test coming up in october.  So i'm already starting to study for it. It's kinda like the SAT. I need it to graduate HS too.  I'm scared because for the first time in my life, my studies matter more! not saying that my studies didnt matter before, it's just that they matter more now. I've forgotten most of my geometry so i have to study it all again.  :| crap. I hated that subject pa so when i was done i let it all slip from my mind. BAD IDEA!!!!!!!

I hope i do well in my studies. I hope i figure out what i want to be soon. I hope i become what God wants me to be. I hope I dont screw anything up.

Quote of the day: A hero is someone who stands up when their legs are gone - Flash the fastest man alive # 13