Sometimes it's great when things change. Liek the new house we just moved into. It's really cool. It's also really cool when you get to meet someone new or even better, you get to be friends with him or her. It's realy awesome to have close friends that you can just talk to about anything and you know it'll be ok.
Other times, the changes arent so good. And who knows why things change? Is it me or you? who changed? Ok, before you freak out and be like, "which girl is Matt talking about? Who does he like?" it's not like that. I'm just talking about friends. And it kinda sucks when you dont get to talk to them anymore, or when you do, it feels like you can only talk about ministry.
I haven't seen many people in a long time. And i guess when i see them again, i either talk to them right away, or i kinda dont talk to them at all because i dont know what to say and they're having a good time with their other friends.
Naturally, everyone has someone that they are close to. Sometimes they're just kinda close or otehr times they're really close, but everyone has someone that they are close to. And it's kinda sad to see someone you used to be close to, getting close with someone else. Cuz it sorta means you've been replaced already.
But it's just a part of life that people get close and others get far. some get physically far, others just dont talk to you as much. But it's something that can't really be controled, cuz when you realize it, it's already too late. all you can do now is try to fix the situation.
so that's really it. I've kinda been bothered by it and i do think it sucks and i wish things were back to the way they used to be.
This weekend, i might be playing with mamalujo which means i wont really be able to hang out with most people this weekend. But then again i've been waiting to play since last year so i'm not complaining about it. I'm really thankful for this oppertunity to serve God again this way.
:)
So anyway, that's just what's been going through my head for like the past 2 days.
an exclusive blog? cooleee. Glad you'll be playing for Mamalujo this weekend, hope you're not thinking of leaving the Worship Team, hee hee. God bless
ReplyDeletesome get physically far, others just dont talk to you as much.
ReplyDeletei know what you mean. and the latter one sucks more. you know i know how you feel. we talked about this 'member? :| but i guess, the thing we can do right now is to get closer to the people who we still feel like we're comfortable enough to talk to them. and probably tentatively get close to the people who have sort of drifted away from us.
: < i won't be able to see you play this links. i'll be somewhere initiatin the newbies. : o i know you'll do well though. God will be with you, so there's no doubt about it. : > i believe in you XD
Wow, that's a lot going through Matt. One thing I like reading about in your blog is that I can usually relate with such experience, and others, are just a vicarious experience... well, not really, I just like to use that word, mostly because all I can do is relate. But yea, that happens a lot, well, not really because people 'replace' people, but it's just that that's how it is in a certain time, in a certain place. I guess it's like, "I get to talk to you first, so your with me today"... har har, just kidding. Anyways, go Matt! Glad that you can do what you want, and that is praising God. God bless you! :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeee
ReplyDeleteI miss you matt. :( i really wish we could talk soon. :) I know I told you I'd call sometime, but I've really just been very busy and tired. Anyway, keep in touch, k? :) Take care and God bless Kuya. >:D<
ReplyDeleteJess! naw, i wont be leaving the worship team. =) Oh and you know what, i just checked my email for the first time in a week and i realized that you left already =(
ReplyDeleteHave fun in New Zealand!
Well guess what? You did get to see me play afterall =D
ReplyDeleteJeff! Yup... glad you can relate =P but actually, it's not a very good thing cuz it means that you've been through this before and and and... yeah. not a very good thing =P
ReplyDeleteSis! It's good we finally got to spend time together last saturday =) I wont be so busy in the weeks to come so we should be able to talk more =D Oh and um, i dont have a phone yet so you can't call. it's taking forever for them to come and install it. :/
ReplyDelete>:D<
Maaaatty. =)
ReplyDeleteI really miss you na. We haven't talked since, like, 743858026208657243896798 years.