Well ok. i dont really know what to say. for the past 2 or 3 weekends something happens that makes me sad or just pisses me off. I dont know why but no matter how good the day was, i usually end up feeling bad in the end. Either because something bad really happens, or that i have a really good day and i know that that doesnt happen often and probably wont happen again.
It's like it's either a friends thing, or just a feeling i have, or a family thing, or a school thing.
So i guess im tired of feeling this way. Im trying not to let it bother me anymore. It's kinda hard though.
My channels article got editted up a whole lot. :( no offence to the editors cuz that's their job- to find mistakes. But still. I felt god about this one and it turns out it wasnt really good.
Was thinking about satjam and about the praying thing. and i think i need to pray more again. It's hard to really get into it again. Like i can have a really good prayer and QT for like 3 or 4 days but after that it gets boring again. I'm not sure what to do about that.
Hopefully i can get back on track again and STAY there for once.
Yeah, I've felt the same things these weeks.
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Yeah owel.
Devo's and Prayer is usualy the answer.
At least for me. It makes me feel better.
Keep a chin up ^-^
Aw, Matty! I can relate to how you feel. =(
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Let's keep praying.
hear, hear.
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