for me

im soooo pissed off. why does jasper have to like didi and why does didi have to like jasper? why does that son of a b get all the girls even if he's a player and a perv and im a decent person? no breaks for me. Najee says im so smart for not telling her i liked er but only when it was over. That just makes me a coward. I feel like crap after talking to her. I HATE IT. i want to freaking smash jasper and majar's face into the wall. punch them as they bleed. then they'f know how it felt. id piss ion their faces to add to it all, just so they know what humiliation feels like too. I know im fat and a loser and whatever, and fine. maybe i dont deserve no one. this suck. i hate htis. sooooooooo much. najee doesnt want my help pa. fine. hate me cuz ill hate you back

then now i realize im the bad guy. ironic. im the stupid one. im the one who sucks. im the loser. cant even talk to the girl i like anymore. and player gets her. awesome. i hate myself.  you probably hate me too.