im tired of getting hurt by you. im tired of not being able to sleep at night cuz im thinking of you. Im tired of him being better than me in your eyes. i dont understand why. i guess its the people closest to us that can hurt us the most. :(
what makes him better than me? what makes you defend hiim so hard? what makes him get more priority over your best friend?
P.S. i hate him a lot tonight...only cuz i cant hate you.
i know ill feel better in the morning. im just letting it out for now.
i know my comment wont be of much bearing also. But yea, i only get down because of the people that I'm closest with...
ReplyDeleteAnd and, im sure she would defend you too, it's just that she won't need to defend you against yourself because (it's obvious.).
It really takes a god (who is God) to make a relationship all better. Imma pray for u Matt. :D
I agree with Jeff. (it's a biased defense) It hurts, but life isn't fair. If it's meant to be, then yeah.. God will be a way. But don't have such high expectations also, cause you might just get disappointed in the end.
ReplyDeleteOh Matty. =(
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