After God's own heart :)

I just came from a church retreat this past sunday-monday. The title was "A Team After God's Own Heart". We talked about the difference between being committed to God, and being surrendered to God. When you are committed to God, you get burned out cuz you focus on "doing". When you are surrendered to God, you focus on "being".

We also talked about loving God. Love is patient (goes through long suffereing) love is kind, does not envy, does not boast, and so on and so on.

I've really been trying to put God first lately. I've been trying to show Him i love Him first. It's hard tho. But im getting there.

God is testing me right now. He's seeing if i learned anything from this retreat. He's been testing me since the moment i got back. And honestly I havent been doing so well with it. But im working on it.

"I'm working on it" has kinda been how i can describe everything in my life lately. Working on it. School, love life, spiritual life, friends. Working on it.

I'm just committing it all to God and knowing He'll do what's best :) I want to want what He wants. i want to be a man after his own heart :)