The Inside Out Dec 16

IT was so hard and so stressful but all worth it.  The booth had me stressed out a lot cuz i could see all the other minisrty's coming together.  But it all turned out fine.  I really gave my team a lot less credit then they deserve. Minneli, Ams, Angel, great job! YOu didn't let me down. :)

It was really great to see that all of us working on this were so devoted.  None of us were messing around or playing cuz we knew how important this was.  We were all doing it for God too.  That made a big difference.

I really wanted to give my best performnce, even if my part was like the littlest of all the little. :))  I let miko cut up my shirt and stuff before i went on stage.  I seriously looked messed up! wiiiiiii! Soooo cool!

Of course, if everything went perfectly,  we wouldn't have depended on God as much as we did.  So He decided to shake things up a bit.  He made Sarah (is her name spelled with an "H") late.  Worse then that, the phone of the person we were contacting with her died.  So we were in the dark.  We prayed a lot and really just gave the situation to HIM.  Then me and angel went out to join the praise and worship.  After the second song, p ro comes running throught and i hear him say "she's here!"

Inside out is really something i am working on.  i want to be serious about it, because inside out is the way God wants us to live.  The way God wants ME to live.  Not just doing ministry cuz i know it's right, but doing it cuz i love Him and want to give my life Him.  Living inside out means that if there is nothing else in the world, we will still be living for God, because it's not the circumstances that make us do it, but because we are just so thankful for God.  Because He is who He is. Because He is perfect.  Because He loves us.  Because He died for us.  Because He forgave us. 

Before we shout Him out, we have to let Him in.  Into our lives.

"My heart and my soul, i give You control. Consume me from the inside out..."