I just saw this banner when looking at Ian E's multiply :P Hahaha.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
2007, good-bye forever
It's good-bye forever cuz, of course, you cant turn back time.
This year seemed like it passed sooooooooooo fast although so much happened. I've made a lot of new friends, seen people step up to leadership possitions, seen people leave, seen people come back, had big ups and downs, moved houses to super close to gcf, and a lotta other stuff. But through it all, God has been so good and so Faithful :)
I guess the first major thing that comes to my mind is that i've been the head of the missions team for more than a year now. I started around August 2006. We've been emailing missionaries and praying for them. We did the missions 360 seminar, which was one of the most stressful things i have EVER done in my life. hahaha! i have to say thanks to the espinosas and jade for helping out with the skit even though they werent part of the missions team. And Barbie! She helpped me out so much too! Then we did the Mission Education fund-raiser headed by NAJEE. Yey! I hated doing that booth every week! =)) :)>- But it turned out well. We got to send the packages and help out the preschool continue God's work. :) Then this christmas we sent christmas cards =D Ohhhhhhh! and the new members! Barbie, Kate, Em, JAMIE (woooooo jamie!!!! Special mention cuz i think you're cool! jk, cuz you helpped me out a lot with the missions team :) ), Herlyn.... and yeah... i mighta forgotten some people :P
Believe it or not, im tired of writing na. But there's still so much to write about. :P
Ministies round Up: Fellowship Team has been a blast. Super. Especially our thursday night AGs during the summer!!! Wooooooo! Worship Team was fun too. I got to play alot. Got to play in the HS band which was just me and jasper. :P I got to play with a band that was put together last minute. seriously. 1 hour of practice lang. :)) That was me, jasper, andrew, tim e, and angel. :D Great time. :) I finally graduated too. 2 years of being a trainee. hahaha. Im really excited to be a worship team member na finally! :) Service team....ummmm...channels...yeah. that's all :))
NEW FRIENDS!!! :
I made so many new friends. :D
Wow.... Set Free pa. that was way cool. it ended too fast though, just like this year. The Prom rocked my socks too. hehehe. Danced with najee.
Oh man, P Ro left us this year. :( i guess it was really sad. But im so thankful to him for all he's done for the ministry and especially how he prepared us for his leaving. he set us up with P Beej. :D Im glad he still comes around though. I miss that guy.
Highlands with the Kuya Mark bunch. That was fun too. The animals smelled like ANIMALS! Hahaha.
Special shout outs to the following:
Luigi - What year huh? So many sabaw moments :)) and of course who could forget the summer! We just listened to the radio in the yc and texted....ummmm....ummmmm.... you know who....hahahaha....chikipapis!!!!
Nix! - I cant believe how close we got this year sis. >:D< Thanks for always listening when i need someone to talk to. :D
Najee - Yeah. haha. We actually got to talk alot lately. Ever since you started working at messiah i guess. Thanks for all fun times and all the talks about whatever it was that was bothering me :P
Lastly, shoutout to Jesus because he is my best friend, and he will always be, nothing will ever change that! haha. i need to talk to Him more. Seriously. sorry for ummmm.... yeah.... putting you on hold so long, God. :(
So i guess this is goodbye to 2007. good bye forever. cuz its gone. there's no going back. and there's no time machines yet. But even if there were i wouldnt go back cuz i mgiht mess it up. and then i'd screw up the space time continuum or whatever. :))
See you all in 2008! Let's make somemore awesome memories!
Sorry if this blog is kinda super all over the place and a bit wierd. It's 1:20 in the morning na eh :P :P :P
This year seemed like it passed sooooooooooo fast although so much happened. I've made a lot of new friends, seen people step up to leadership possitions, seen people leave, seen people come back, had big ups and downs, moved houses to super close to gcf, and a lotta other stuff. But through it all, God has been so good and so Faithful :)
I guess the first major thing that comes to my mind is that i've been the head of the missions team for more than a year now. I started around August 2006. We've been emailing missionaries and praying for them. We did the missions 360 seminar, which was one of the most stressful things i have EVER done in my life. hahaha! i have to say thanks to the espinosas and jade for helping out with the skit even though they werent part of the missions team. And Barbie! She helpped me out so much too! Then we did the Mission Education fund-raiser headed by NAJEE. Yey! I hated doing that booth every week! =)) :)>- But it turned out well. We got to send the packages and help out the preschool continue God's work. :) Then this christmas we sent christmas cards =D Ohhhhhhh! and the new members! Barbie, Kate, Em, JAMIE (woooooo jamie!!!! Special mention cuz i think you're cool! jk, cuz you helpped me out a lot with the missions team :) ), Herlyn.... and yeah... i mighta forgotten some people :P
Believe it or not, im tired of writing na. But there's still so much to write about. :P
Ministies round Up: Fellowship Team has been a blast. Super. Especially our thursday night AGs during the summer!!! Wooooooo! Worship Team was fun too. I got to play alot. Got to play in the HS band which was just me and jasper. :P I got to play with a band that was put together last minute. seriously. 1 hour of practice lang. :)) That was me, jasper, andrew, tim e, and angel. :D Great time. :) I finally graduated too. 2 years of being a trainee. hahaha. Im really excited to be a worship team member na finally! :) Service team....ummmm...channels...yeah. that's all :))
NEW FRIENDS!!! :
I made so many new friends. :D
- Didi Met her AGAIN at camp. i guess we only started talking after camp. heh. I remember she said HI to me on the last night. after the P&W :P Then we talked a bit at GCF when we got back.
- Jia! I talked with her at camp like every morning. hehe. cuz she was early for breakfast :P
- Ica :D I met her on the youth live forums (back in the day when people would use it) She was wint007 :p Then i met her on the bus going to camp. Didint see her at camp na the whole time i think :)) oh well. next year ok ica? I'll see you at camp! Woooooo
- Jairah! i dont know how we started talking.
But there was this one time when it was just the two of at gcf till like 11pm or something and we just talked about stuff....crushes and stuff :)) - Majar! i met him at the camp reunion pa :D he was one of our many roommates. This guy super stepped up in the fellowship team. Wooooo! way to go!
- Sjay! She was on my team at camp! what was our name again? PINKLETS!!!! Hahahaha. I thought your name was wierd the first time i heard it. it was like "SJ" "ESJAY" "ES-J" It sounded wierd :))
- Jem! No idea how we started talking. we just talk a bit now. hopefuilly we'll talk more next year ayt?
- IC n Jumpy.
- JAMES! YEAH-BOY! hahaha. i dunno. were we friends na before this year? maybe just a bit. But i think i got to now you better this year. Woooooo! The Jam-boy dance!!!! :)) Man! I really liked going up tot he sound tech room during set free cuz i was so stressed out. The sound tech room was cool.
- Liam!!!!! ;) ;) ;) I dunno. i knew him for long na. i dont know if we became friends lang this year.
- DEANE!!!!! - Ummmm, how did we become friends? I seriously dont know. we started talking some time during the summer. She was taking summer classes at galle! hehehe. And then we would ride home with her and Dags a lot =D wiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!!
Wow.... Set Free pa. that was way cool. it ended too fast though, just like this year. The Prom rocked my socks too. hehehe. Danced with najee.
Oh man, P Ro left us this year. :( i guess it was really sad. But im so thankful to him for all he's done for the ministry and especially how he prepared us for his leaving. he set us up with P Beej. :D Im glad he still comes around though. I miss that guy.
Highlands with the Kuya Mark bunch. That was fun too. The animals smelled like ANIMALS! Hahaha.
Special shout outs to the following:
Luigi - What year huh? So many sabaw moments :)) and of course who could forget the summer! We just listened to the radio in the yc and texted....ummmm....ummmmm.... you know who....hahahaha....chikipapis!!!!
Nix! - I cant believe how close we got this year sis. >:D< Thanks for always listening when i need someone to talk to. :D
Najee - Yeah. haha. We actually got to talk alot lately. Ever since you started working at messiah i guess. Thanks for all fun times and all the talks about whatever it was that was bothering me :P
Lastly, shoutout to Jesus because he is my best friend, and he will always be, nothing will ever change that! haha. i need to talk to Him more. Seriously. sorry for ummmm.... yeah.... putting you on hold so long, God. :(
So i guess this is goodbye to 2007. good bye forever. cuz its gone. there's no going back. and there's no time machines yet. But even if there were i wouldnt go back cuz i mgiht mess it up. and then i'd screw up the space time continuum or whatever. :))
See you all in 2008! Let's make somemore awesome memories!
Sorry if this blog is kinda super all over the place and a bit wierd. It's 1:20 in the morning na eh :P :P :P
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Highlands outing with Kuya Mark and the bunch
Im not gonna caption the pics na cuz there's so many. haha. Anyway, sorry if some are almost the same cuz they're from both me and maow. We stayed at the Tan's house there for a bit then we went to the zoo. after that, we swam but no pics of that. :P
Anyway yeah. it was fun. didnt bond with the girls though :P
Monday, December 24, 2007
I've watched 71 Disney Movies out of 82
[x] High School Musical
[x] Lizzie McGuire Movie
[x] Cheetah Girls
[ ] Halloween Town
[ ] Halloween Town High
[x] Cadet Kelly
[x] Lizzie McGuire Movie
[x] Cheetah Girls
[ ] Halloween Town
[ ] Halloween Town High
[x] Cadet Kelly
Total: 4
[ ] Get a Clue
[ ] Motocross
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (i hate this one the most haha)
[x] Pocahontas
[x] Pocahontas 2
[x] Lady and the Tramp
Total: 8
[x] Lady and the Tramp 2
[x] Cinderella
[x] The Parent Trap
[x] The Little Mermaid
[x] The Little Mermaid 2
total: 13
[ ] Mary Poppins
[x] The Fox and the Hound
[x] Dumbo
[x] Pinocchio
[x] Bambi
total: 17
[x] The Great Mouse Detective
[x] The Rescuers Down Under
[x] Toy Story
[x] Toy Story 2
[x] Lion King
[x] Lion King 1.5 (HUH?? may 1.5??)
[x] Lion King 2 (im not sure..)
total: 24
[x] Peter Pan
[x] Peter Pan 2
[x] Fantasia
[x] The Three Caballeros
[x] Alice in Wonderland
[x] Sleeping Beauty
total: 30
[x] 101 Dalmatians
[x] 102 Dalmatians
[x] The Sword in the Stone
[x] The Jungle Book
[x] The Aristocats
total: 35
[x]Robin Hood
[x] Oliver and Company
[x] Beauty and the Beast
[x] Beauty and the Beast 2
[x]Aladdin
[x]Aladdin: Return of Jafar
[x] Aladdin: The King of Thieves
total: 42
[x] Finding Nemo
[x] Monsters, Inc.
[x] Hercules
[x] Mulan
[ ] Mulan 2
[x] Tarzan
total: 47
[x] Lilo & Stitch
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame
[x] The Emperor's New Groove
[x] The Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ] Bed Knobs and Broomsticks
[ ] Pete's Dragon
total: 51
[x] Remember the Titans
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[x] James and the Giant Peach
[x] Mighty Ducks
[x] A Bug's Life
[x] The Incredibles
total: 57
[x] A Goofy Movie
[x] An Extremely Goofy Movie
[x] Atlantis
[x] The Chronicles of Narnia
[ ] Around the World in 80 Days
[ ] Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
total: 61
[x] A Cinderella Story
[x] Pirates of the Caribbean
[x] Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
[x] Pirate of the Caribbean: 3
[x] National Treasure
[x] Princess Diaries
[x] Princess Diaries 2
total: 68
[x] Freaky Friday
[x] Honey, I Shrunk the Kids
[x] A Muppet Christmas Carol
[ ] Ice Princess
TOTAL: 71
Repost saying: "I've watched 71 Disney Movies out of 82 ."
Sunday, December 23, 2007
The Stupid Test Thingy
20 or lower means you're not stupid.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. (i was laughing ehh hahaha)
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. sorry na :))
[ ] You have fell out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ x] You have choked on your own spit. (a few times :P)
[ ] Your hair is/was blond. (OH MY! HOW MEAAN! hahahaha)
[ ] You've put metal in the microwave.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling when you wake up. (Doesnt that happen to everyone one time or another?)
[ ] You've fallen asleep in class
[x] You have tripped over your own feet. (Sadly)
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] You have forgotten to breathe.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (When multiplying by 9 i always use my fingers! :)) )
[ ] You have eaten a bug
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something else
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand. Many times. Cellphone, masking tape, a lotta stuff! :P
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you dont.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures or words in the texture of the ceiling Sometimes animals too :))
[x] The word "uh" is used many times a day.
i got 13
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Surveys from Ica
Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[] I like wearing accessories.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me
everywhere.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 20% girly.
Boyish .
[ ] I wear baggy pants. (at school)
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My
Chemical Romance, Rob Zombie,
Linkin Park, etc.
[] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[x] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 20% boyish.
Nerdy
[] I always carry a pen in my purse
or pocket.
[] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my
whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[] I enjoy reading books.
[] My assignments are passed up on
time.
[] I correct people with their
grammar.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 0% nerdy.
Emo
[x] I like the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner. (kasi gusto kong may sandalan :P haha)
[ ] One side of my hair is covering
one of my eyes.
[x] I like listening to metal rock
music.
[semi half check hahaha] I have a lot of problems in my
life.
[x] I'm not much of a loud person.
[x] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or
friends.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 40% emo.
Childish
[x] I am open to my parents.
[] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[x] I don't like watching horror
movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who
choose my outfit.
[x] I'm a bit scared of roller
coasters.
[x] I like being with my family
relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my
underwear.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 60% childish.
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[] I like wearing accessories.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me
everywhere.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 20% girly.
Boyish .
[ ] I wear baggy pants. (at school)
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My
Chemical Romance, Rob Zombie,
Linkin Park, etc.
[] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[x] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 20% boyish.
Nerdy
[] I always carry a pen in my purse
or pocket.
[] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my
whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[] I enjoy reading books.
[] My assignments are passed up on
time.
[] I correct people with their
grammar.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 0% nerdy.
Emo
[x] I like the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner. (kasi gusto kong may sandalan :P haha)
[ ] One side of my hair is covering
one of my eyes.
[x] I like listening to metal rock
music.
[semi half check hahaha] I have a lot of problems in my
life.
[x] I'm not much of a loud person.
[x] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or
friends.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 40% emo.
Childish
[x] I am open to my parents.
[] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[x] I don't like watching horror
movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who
choose my outfit.
[x] I'm a bit scared of roller
coasters.
[x] I like being with my family
relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my
underwear.
add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are 60% childish.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
The Cellphone Survey!!!
~~Get your cellphone beside you~~
1. How many contacts do you have?
123 i think
2. Who do you text the most?
hmmmm...probably didi. when we both have unli :P
3. Who do you text but never replies?
I dont text the people who dont reply!
4. Who ALWAYS replies to your texts?
hmmmm... no one is 100%
5. Who did you text last?
Mark
6. Who's number did you get last?
someone from set free list thingy. cuz the person was texting me so i directoried her muna. hahaha.
7. Whats the oldest text you have in your inbox?
May 18 2007. something from nix.
8. How often do you clear your inbox?
i don't.
9. Who was the last person you called?
Maow...but my phone says arrow wahahaha. miscall.
10. What was the last song played on your phone?
Cant play songs on my phone :((
11. What does the third most recent text in your inbox say and who is it from?
"Aw, matty, want me to hang out? :)" -najee
12. How many phones have you had?
3
13. Do you like your phone right now?
its alright. better than the other ones.
14. What is your wallpaper?
A pic of my envelope on the FT board.
15. What is your screansaver?
None.
16. What is your ringtone?
Ring tone.... it's called Buggin. Hahaha.
17. Why did you buy your current phone?
Parents bought it for me cuz my Nokia broke. so sad.
18. What was the last picture you took using your phone?
Najee in the elevator leaning on the mirror. :p
19. What time do you usually text?
i dont text much eh. if im texting didi, than anytime in the day cuz she's homeschooled naman also. haha. i dont really text na eh.
20. Where do you have no signal?
ummmm. i dunno. i always have signal. not so much in the elevator of AIC.
21. Who texts you the most?
Like replies? not sure. If its like them first, i dunno also. Ate chette! hahaha. or Mark... or Maow... hahaha so loser!!!!!!!!
22. Did you ever make your crush your wallpaper/screansaver?
Yepz! RJ almost saw it once! haha.
23. Do you like the games on your phone?
Whack-A-Mole is alright. :p
24. Do you have any scandals in your phone?
A few... sleeping pics of people hahaha.
25. What Model is your phone?
no idea.
26. Have you memorized your number?
i dunno pa. sorta. not really.
27. Do you have a phone strap? What's its design?
i dont have.
28. How many texts do you send everyday?
Depends. Sometimes i dont text.
29. The 10th message in your inbox, who is it from?
Najee
30. Who do you want to text right now?
No one really. Ym nalang. :p it's free pa.
31. If you want to text that person, why dont you?
huh?
~~END OF SURVEY~~
1. How many contacts do you have?
123 i think
2. Who do you text the most?
hmmmm...probably didi. when we both have unli :P
3. Who do you text but never replies?
I dont text the people who dont reply!
4. Who ALWAYS replies to your texts?
hmmmm... no one is 100%
5. Who did you text last?
Mark
6. Who's number did you get last?
someone from set free list thingy. cuz the person was texting me so i directoried her muna. hahaha.
7. Whats the oldest text you have in your inbox?
May 18 2007. something from nix.
8. How often do you clear your inbox?
i don't.
9. Who was the last person you called?
Maow...but my phone says arrow wahahaha. miscall.
10. What was the last song played on your phone?
Cant play songs on my phone :((
11. What does the third most recent text in your inbox say and who is it from?
"Aw, matty, want me to hang out? :)" -najee
12. How many phones have you had?
3
13. Do you like your phone right now?
its alright. better than the other ones.
14. What is your wallpaper?
A pic of my envelope on the FT board.
15. What is your screansaver?
None.
16. What is your ringtone?
Ring tone.... it's called Buggin. Hahaha.
17. Why did you buy your current phone?
Parents bought it for me cuz my Nokia broke. so sad.
18. What was the last picture you took using your phone?
Najee in the elevator leaning on the mirror. :p
19. What time do you usually text?
i dont text much eh. if im texting didi, than anytime in the day cuz she's homeschooled naman also. haha. i dont really text na eh.
20. Where do you have no signal?
ummmm. i dunno. i always have signal. not so much in the elevator of AIC.
21. Who texts you the most?
Like replies? not sure. If its like them first, i dunno also. Ate chette! hahaha. or Mark... or Maow... hahaha so loser!!!!!!!!
22. Did you ever make your crush your wallpaper/screansaver?
Yepz! RJ almost saw it once! haha.
23. Do you like the games on your phone?
Whack-A-Mole is alright. :p
24. Do you have any scandals in your phone?
A few... sleeping pics of people hahaha.
25. What Model is your phone?
no idea.
26. Have you memorized your number?
i dunno pa. sorta. not really.
27. Do you have a phone strap? What's its design?
i dont have.
28. How many texts do you send everyday?
Depends. Sometimes i dont text.
29. The 10th message in your inbox, who is it from?
Najee
30. Who do you want to text right now?
No one really. Ym nalang. :p it's free pa.
31. If you want to text that person, why dont you?
huh?
~~END OF SURVEY~~
Sunday, December 2, 2007
its been a while
I havent written a blog in a while...well, lemme tell you why. It's because i never knew if i was gonna say i was doing good or i was doing bad. Seriously, like every other day was bad! And worse than that, every other day between those were good! it's been making me crazy.
I guess it all started at set free. i had a lotta miscommunications with Khat about the backstage crew. And then we had to seriously cram those last few days of practice. On the day itself, i was really stressed out because i couldnt gather my group of backstage crew so we could talk about details and pray. But it's not their fault cuz they were all working on gray team skit and dance min. So i was really stressed out about that... hehe.. let's just say i punched a lotta walls during the tech run. I found an escape from all the craziness though. It was the light tech room. hahaha. Seriously. Cuz it was just like james, neil, liam,a nd sometimes saki up there. And it was far enough from all the panic down below that i could relax for a while. Well... everything ended up great in the end. =D There's actually not much else to say about it, except God showed me again that if you give him your best, that's all that matters. he'll take care of the rest :)
After set free... ummm... i guess that's where things started getting....badish. Haha. funny word. anyway, ever since then, i've been going through this "im doing good one day, and the next everything's really bad" phase. It kinda showed in my actions a few times. Especially one time. but let's not go into that. Lets just say....between now and set free... i've been mad at a lotta people. and i dont really know why.... ok well i sorta know why.
Sunday was another bad day. I dont really wanna go into details why, but yeah it was. Especially vesper. And it sucks cuz i now many people felt that way too. it was obvious. Najee, sean, luigi, i dunno who else but yeah... us....
So this morning, i did this thing. well, one discipleship lesson i had with beej, he showed me that to keep his focus, Jesus woke up really early one morning to pray. So yeah, this morning i woke up at 7 so i could pray. I started at like 7:15 and ended at 8:15. yeah, 1 hour. longest prayer i ever did. hahahaha! Basically i prayed about the stuff that was been bothering me and for other people. i alternated prayer requests with P&W songs or christian music that way i wouldnt get tired of praying. Im gonna be focusing on God more this week and see how it goes.
There was this one song i listened to called consequences. it's by Relient K. i really like that song. It goes like this...just read the lyrics :)]
"I So Hate Consequences"
And I’m good, good, good to go
I got to get away
Get away from all of my mistakes
So here I sit looking at the traffic lights
The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
I want to run away I want to ditch my life
Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night
And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Consequences
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that
It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want
And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end
And I spent all last night
Tearing down
Every stoplight
And stop sign in this town
Now I think there might
Be no way to stop me now
I'll get away despite
The fact I’m so weighed down
All of my escapes have been exhausted
I thought I had a way but then I lost it
And my resistance was once much stronger
And I know I can't go on like this much longer
When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my breath
There your words they caught my ears
You said, “I miss you son. Come home”
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was mine
The love I’d wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told so’s
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Because I know that I let you down
Now I don't wanna deal with that
And yeah... God's always willing to take you back when you stop running from Him. =) Im gonna be trying hard this week to keep my focus on Him and not fall back to where i was for the past few days. I'd be great if you guys would pray for me. I'm praying for all of you too. Every prayer request i've heard, im praying for it. :)
Hope everyone is sorta doing better too.
I guess it all started at set free. i had a lotta miscommunications with Khat about the backstage crew. And then we had to seriously cram those last few days of practice. On the day itself, i was really stressed out because i couldnt gather my group of backstage crew so we could talk about details and pray. But it's not their fault cuz they were all working on gray team skit and dance min. So i was really stressed out about that... hehe.. let's just say i punched a lotta walls during the tech run. I found an escape from all the craziness though. It was the light tech room. hahaha. Seriously. Cuz it was just like james, neil, liam,a nd sometimes saki up there. And it was far enough from all the panic down below that i could relax for a while. Well... everything ended up great in the end. =D There's actually not much else to say about it, except God showed me again that if you give him your best, that's all that matters. he'll take care of the rest :)
After set free... ummm... i guess that's where things started getting....badish. Haha. funny word. anyway, ever since then, i've been going through this "im doing good one day, and the next everything's really bad" phase. It kinda showed in my actions a few times. Especially one time. but let's not go into that. Lets just say....between now and set free... i've been mad at a lotta people. and i dont really know why.... ok well i sorta know why.
Sunday was another bad day. I dont really wanna go into details why, but yeah it was. Especially vesper. And it sucks cuz i now many people felt that way too. it was obvious. Najee, sean, luigi, i dunno who else but yeah... us....
So this morning, i did this thing. well, one discipleship lesson i had with beej, he showed me that to keep his focus, Jesus woke up really early one morning to pray. So yeah, this morning i woke up at 7 so i could pray. I started at like 7:15 and ended at 8:15. yeah, 1 hour. longest prayer i ever did. hahahaha! Basically i prayed about the stuff that was been bothering me and for other people. i alternated prayer requests with P&W songs or christian music that way i wouldnt get tired of praying. Im gonna be focusing on God more this week and see how it goes.
There was this one song i listened to called consequences. it's by Relient K. i really like that song. It goes like this...just read the lyrics :)]
"I So Hate Consequences"
And I’m good, good, good to go
I got to get away
Get away from all of my mistakes
So here I sit looking at the traffic lights
The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
I want to run away I want to ditch my life
Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night
And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Consequences
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that
It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want
And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end
And I spent all last night
Tearing down
Every stoplight
And stop sign in this town
Now I think there might
Be no way to stop me now
I'll get away despite
The fact I’m so weighed down
All of my escapes have been exhausted
I thought I had a way but then I lost it
And my resistance was once much stronger
And I know I can't go on like this much longer
When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my breath
There your words they caught my ears
You said, “I miss you son. Come home”
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was mine
The love I’d wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told so’s
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Because I know that I let you down
Now I don't wanna deal with that
And yeah... God's always willing to take you back when you stop running from Him. =) Im gonna be trying hard this week to keep my focus on Him and not fall back to where i was for the past few days. I'd be great if you guys would pray for me. I'm praying for all of you too. Every prayer request i've heard, im praying for it. :)
Hope everyone is sorta doing better too.
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